Training.. as usual, was not easy.. Today, they stepped up warm-up.. Instead of the usual 100push-ups, we did an additional 50.. Woohoo.. I am glad I can do it.. And for crunches.. I make one stupid mistakes and cause everyone to do another 51.. Next up was 3rounds around the track.. I do not understand why I could not control my breathing.. and was thus running too slowly.. We had chin-ups next.. I could finally did like 8? all by myself? First 8 only and the rest of the sets was fucked-up seriously.. Next on the agenda was gym.. everything was new.. We did endurance instead of heavy.. which means 12reps each of biceps curl, upright row,cling and jerk, military press and military press cum squats.. Now.. doing at 7.5kg per side.. I was already screwed.. I am so darn disappointed with myself.. After which we had a 10mins break.. and I tot we were to run and run and run but to my amazement, not so.. we had a talk.. long talk.. but one that woke me slightly from my slumber.. Had dinner with the guys and thus home..

Getting a grip! of myself is another totally different thing.. As I have mentioned in the previous post.. many things happened, and me having no chance to influence them.. I guess in work, its back to me going back to day1, where I will have to learn who are going to be the new in-charge, with something different being that there are lots of people I know already. Just like in life, at least after having a talk with Anthony, I feel like lesser a wrecked.. He mentioned that being emotional will not make a girl I like come to me.. how true.. so perhaps I will just take it slowly.. do nothing at the moment.. So.. stay low profile, help her whenever I can and just be content =D

With these things in check, I guess I have to put my priorities right, first being training harder to get my seat in the November's Regatta Race.. There is an upcoming DragonBoat Camp starting tomorrow, which is going to end by Sunday 3pm.. It was promised to be hard, fun and shag. We all know what our President and Vice President can do.. and so that is what I am really afraid of..
Second is my studies.. I dun think 3.66 for GPA is good soo.. I guess I am gonna do better then.. Perhaps an AD for next sem's Foundation of Chemistry?? and AD for EG2, and not having a C this time.. All must be B+ and above..